Ghost

I run to the edge only to find
that you're still here

Under the sun, under the rain

I feel your presence when you're gone

Though your heart never lies in mine

The feeling my words can't express

The tears my eyes can't cry

They turned you into a ghost

You haunt me with love I can't feel

with anybody else

You haunt me with love you can't return

Why can't I simply turn away from you?

I run miles only to find

I'm changing myself into a ghost

To be with you

Until forever ends

Perfect (Old Song on the Radio)

It's just another day when I heard an old song on the radio

The song that I used to sing when I remember you

Suddenly my perfect life is gone

I live my life without you and I'm doing fine

I thought you were only yesterday

But the old song on the radio reminds me of you

The days when I knew how hurt love could be

I can't decide what is in my heart

I think you and your happy life is perfect enough

Without me

But sometimes I wonder if you remember me

If you think of me

Oh, perfect life seems like a mask on my face

It's never been real me

I still cry, I still ask, "why?"

And it still hurts, too

Maybe it will be easier for me if I had never known you at all

But love has been too cruel

Old song on the radio dissolving into my mind

And the tears I haven't cried for a while

Your name has been long buried deep inside me

But it's still there

The old song is like rain, wash away everything

And there I find you again

With a perfect life I've never had

I Feel Fine

I'm in paradise

and I feel fine

I hurt my feet

And my hands

Ugly

But now, I feel fine

No one will hear me

Singing

Screaming

Swearing

Crying

Praying

But God

And I feel fine

I'm leaping outside the box

The walls that once protected me

But then trapped me

Now I'm breathing again

I'm in paradise

and I feel fine

Psychopath

I hit the walls until my hand bleeds
Never heal the pain
Am I psychopath?

The whole world's turning against me
It's only me and my cracking heart
Screaming for the freedom I've never found

Why can't I just be gone and disappear
They never really want me anyway
They have refused to understand me

Or,
was it me who refused to see who I've been?

I break hearts, I swear words
Never chill my soul
And the hell burning inside it

I'm dissolved into rage
The storm that never left my head
Anger that made me a living undead

Why can't see what people see
And love the way the do
Why can't I be like them?

Psychopath
Is that who I am?

Electric Heart

Don't love me now if you will only leave me later
It'd only hurt me forever

In every step you take
I'm manually in love with you

If you want me
Install me an electric heart
With an on-and-off button
To forget you when I need to

If you insist, I can't resist
You have those melting eyes I can't ignore

I know your promises
Only as fragile as my heart on your hands

You have killed me many times
With your touch, your smile, and your lies
So put me an electric heart
My only chance to survive in your love