Senin, 23 Desember 2013

Werewolf

Grab your silver knife and stab me
Go on and hurt me
Let me bleed and feel the pain
Maybe that's the only way
To know that I'm a woman
With a beating heart

Shoot me with everything you got
Burn me 'till it's hot
I will stand before you and cry
Maybe that's the only way
To know that I'm alive
And still breathing

Sometimes death is like illusion
And life is a little bit more than that
I felt hurt too much
And suddenly, I feel nothing, no more
Only blood and flesh
Who have I become?

Come on, throw me your bullets
and tell me, who have I become?

Selasa, 10 Desember 2013

Dandelions

Coz I thought you were the one
I've always needed
I trusted you
But no, no, no...
Now, I don't think so

What I used to think about you
They fade like dandelions

It was nice to know you
You gave me memories
And opened the closed doors
I should thank you for that
But not more than that

And what I think about you now
I pity you
You and your own struggle
to win hearts like mine
I hope you would be lucky next time

I don't hate you
I won't
At least you made me understand
How to deal with disappointment
And I learned my lesson

Selasa, 03 Desember 2013

December The First

The cold rain fall just like it always is
December the first

You were my best friend
The one I did depend
Even when I have to be your shadow
Drown with you in sorrow
It was you I would follow
The bond that nobody could understand
Not even myself

It was love
Not that kind of lust
But I knew it was more than that
And when we slept next to each other
Talking about nothing all night
Crying, laughing, and dreaming
That's our green days
When we were young

Many Decembers past between us
And we took different path
that brought us apart
Then things change so fast
I am not who I used to be
So were you
That bond, strong as the mountain
Yet as fragile as the broken heart

Oh, December the first
I can't see you in your white
For I need to find my blue
We both has drown in different seas
But the wind will send my love to you
One that you have long forgotten
The last piece that has not yet broken
For nothing left in you I want

But your happy ending
Start at this December the first