December The First

The cold rain fall just like it always is

December the first

You were my best friend

The one I did depend

Even when I have to be your shadow

Drown with you in sorrow

It was you I would follow

The bond that nobody could understand

Not even myself

It was love

Not that kind of lust

But I knew it was more than that

And when we slept next to each other

Talking about nothing all night

Crying, laughing, and dreaming

That's our green days

When we were young

Many Decembers past between us

And we took different path

that brought us apart

Then things change so fast

I am not who I used to be

So were you

That bond, strong as the mountain

Yet as fragile as the broken heart

Oh, December the first

I can't see you in your white

For I need to find my blue

We both has drown in different seas

But the wind will send my love to you

One that you have long forgotten

The last piece that has not yet broken

For nothing left in you I want

But your happy ending

Start at this December the first